about kris allen , with the songs :: -THE TRUTH-

" ... Lyin' next to you
Wishing I could disappear...aay
Let you fall asleep
And vanish out into thin air..aay

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads.
And we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect
Tryin' not to let you down...ooww
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
while the floors underneath our feet are crumbling
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

I still keep your photographs
I remember how we used to laugh
I can keep on losin' sleep
If you're okay with being torn in half.

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's an avalanche that looms above our heads
But we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect, tryin' not to let you down...oww
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning
And let the rain come in.
Stop pretending that it's not ending
And let the end begin.

Oh yeah...

Tryin' to be perfect, tryin' not to let you down...yeah
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

It's easier than telling the truth... "




huuaahhmmzzz .. tau gak , pertama kali ak denger ini lagu di radio kesayangan gw PHOENIX RADIO 91 FM BALI :) gw denger intornya .. bagus banged , sesuai dengan karakteristik musik gw yg gue sukain , intronya dalem , seperti ada makna dalam sebuah lagu ini :) yeahh .. tadi, gw habis dari rmh shabat gw Agus sd. gw nyamperin dia masih dalam setengah kering ( baru lse mandi ..) gw di persilahkan masuk ke ruangan pribadinya ( markas gw , dia , and nova ) yap di situ komputer apple nya masih hidup , muterin lagu* yg lagi in saat ni , yg agy happening banged di puter di radio* .. ( secaraa .. gw demen dengerin radio :) dan gw buka mp3 playernya , gw cari lagu* yg gw suka . pertama gw masukin Cinta laura - shoot me . mengingatkan gw pada saat gw masih deket ama harry :) tersipu malu,.. gw dengerin lagu nya itu , dengan nada lucu ala cinta laura .. musik yg easy listening .. gw suka , sampai .. autis goyang gw kambuh agy .. okay , lagu selesai , dan next .. lagu top40 yg maen ... gw membuka playlistna , dan gw tertuju sama satu judul lagu , yaitu kriss allen nii .. judulnya the truth .. gw cba dengerin lagu ini , gw coba mendengarkan lirik*nya yg berbahasa inggris ( walaupun b.ing gw dapet 7 tiap ulangan hariannya .. ahahahhaha ) gw coba mentranslete sdkt, demi sedikit kalimat* yg familier di tlinga gw . dan pow! lagu ini sama dengan perasaan yg gw rasain saat ini . kosong .. hening .. hampa ,.. dan gw paling suka sama lyric reff nya yg bunyi nya kayag gnii ..

" Tryin' to be perfect
Tryin' not to let you down...ooww
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
while the floors underneath our feet are crumbling
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth. "

ouwhh ouwhh ouwwhh ...
mencoba untuk jadi yg sempurna , dan mencoba untuk tidak merendahkan kamuu ...
ihihihih ..
kejujuran adlh kejujuran yg sulit untuk di pkrkn skrng ..
dan yg laennya translete sendiri . cuz gw blm smpt translete ke kamus
ahahahha
tp yg jelas itu yg gw rasain kini .. kalu menurut elo , itu berhubungan dengan hubungan gw saat ini .. dengan ... DIAA ..? gw no coment .. gw ga mau ngebahas itu .. dan yg jelas , tetep , gw akan mencoba untuk menjadi yg sempurna di depan dia , mencoba menjadi yg terbaik bagi dia , dengan semua usaha gw . walaupun bagi dia itu sangadh berarti kecil banginya . tapi .. i'want to keep trying .. yheaaa .....
go! wahyu go! :) xoxo